Friday, April 13, 2007

Darkness Fears Light

Every once in a while a seeker of Light is thrown a dagger of Darkness. I am talking about a particularly paranoid, controlling, psychotic individual -- someone that at ONE time I knew and loved; at ONE time I pulled out of the path of a vehicle; he was three years old and playing in the yard and just ran out into the street. I ran after him and held him back from running right in front of a car. I have often wondered if I were following my sacred path by saving him. Hmmmmmm, well, if I had not, I would not be writing this; if I had not, my life would be simple right now; if I had not, he wouldn't be so filled with anger and hate and mostly fear; if I had not he would have had to learn the lessons he is enduring in another life; if I had not he would be inflicting his wrathful illness on someone else that doesn't understand how tragic his life really is. His irrational thinking has brought him into his Hellish existance. I feel so sorry for him and even though I no longer know him.......I still love the Spirit of God within him. If you are so inclined, pray that he will wake up and let that Spirit heal his mind.